trying hard to be optimistic about things but I literally have no idea what I’m doing in my life and it’s stressing me out. I don’t know whether I’ll have to re-take the year, or whether I’ll be at uni next year with a completely different set of people etc etc. I don’t know who I’ll be friends with next year because everything atm is so rocky. People who I thought would always be there for me can’t even be in the same room as me and idk. Need a distraction to take my mind off things. A holiday would be perfect rn
- me everyday: well that was stupid
do you ever listen to a song and feel this deep inconsolable sadness that makes your chest physically ache but yet it’s the most beautiful feeling in the world
(Source: tyrellmargaerys, via kaaaaf)
